Good Day True-Lovers! I trust you have been well. I miss writing these Blogs and creating my video blogs (VLOGS). But all things serve a purpose and some run their course. My Blog will not end, but as I stated before I am working on a full-body work and also my life has been busy with myriad changes resulting from my new found understanding of the concepts I have been writing about and sharing about.
Our Purpose...ALL of us on this planet...Our purpose is to LOVE. And we ought to be looking for ways to do so, more deeply all the time. In what way can we better fill our purpose and calling? Are we on the path of our True Destiny? Are we living toward and within and for our Personal Legend? What will be our Legacy when we are gone? Will we ever really be gone?
If these are the questions we should be asking...and living in pursuit of, how many of my readers can honestly say they are living this? I AM. I am living my Personal Legend...my Destiny...my Fate...my Beliefs...I am living FULLY and completely in the LOVE of my Source and with GREAT AWARENESS of my purpose. Decisions that must be made are harder then they appear to be, but they are essential.
For those of you who have followed by True-Love Blog since the start, you will observe that I started this blog February 13th, 2012. I had begun studying concepts after my revelation of Synchronicities beginning on or about January 11th 2012. I was literally STRUCK (as with lightning) by a revelation. I immediately began to research about connectedness and humanity being one as a whole and not separate. I researched SoulMates and learned about the Twin Flame and the Christ consciousness and 2012. I searched my own heart during hours of mediation to determine if I felt that these answers made sense. The universe responded by placing more people, books, information and opportunities in my path.
My Source (My God, My Spirit, My Light)...recognized that my heart was finally open. I had become open and soft and ready and vulnerable and self-aware. This was possibly the first time ever in my life, and so I felt very odd...nervous...emotional. I spent a fair amount of time hiding in February. I was embarrassed by my emotional outbursts. Now I can see that I was becoming open and soft-hearted and ready to change.
That Inner voice told me to sit quietly and contemplate...and also to reach out and begin to make the necessary changes to live the life I was called to live and not the one I have settled for. I have settled. Many years ago I compromised and made concessions for another. I should never have been asked to do so. I should never have agreed. But the Agreement I made was to lose myself for the sake of another person. I did so with a pure heart (out of love for them) at first. But as time passed, and the relationship did not equal my calling, I compromised repeatedly by staying.
It is easy for women to do this...also men do this. But as a woman, we feel that we are doing what is best for our child or children by staying "put". In some cases, like mine, staying "kept". The idea is outdated and serves no purpose now or into the future. It took immense amounts of bravery on my part to decide I was going to leave. And now I sit on the precipice, about to leave the life I have known many years. This change is made easier by the fact that I am blessed with many people who love and support me.
But what made me know I was ready at last? You must ask that question. That question holds within it the only nugget of wisdom upon which to build anything. That is the Cornerstone. I knew, without a doubt, the moment I recognized that I had a purpose to fulfill. It was never enough to be unhappy. It was not ever going to be enough had I found the perfect house or job to go to....and even another person could never be enough reason to turn your life upside down. It had to be the PURPOSE. My LEGACY. My Destiny. My Personal Legend.
Some of us...some humans on the planet right now...are being called to reconnect with their Twin Flames to elevate Humanity and to assist ushering in the new consciousness of Love and Peace to all.
So I am choosing to share the real truth and not what I think is easier for most people to understand. I have to assume that people WILL understand and some will understand sooner than others. Many words that were written thousands of years ago were not understood then, but have great meaning for those of us living in 2012. My writing may be that for future generations and therefore it must be accurate as I know it to be. Our duty as human beings is to LOVE EVERYONE.
The role of Twin Flame Reunion is to increase the vibration of Love on the Planet! What an amazing calling, right? The Twin Lovers come together and by merely heeding the call to love each other, they can help heal the planet...the planet whose vibrational energy has become so depleted by war and chaos and hatred and the Ego of men, that she is literally dying. The Twin Flames whose Souls are one can feel this very deeply and inexplicably. They also feel each other inexplicably. They share emotions, ideas, thoughts, timing of activities is synchronized, all core beliefs are identical. In some cases they even have similar appearances.
Twin Flame Couples can often communicate by psychic means or simple eye contact. Their understanding of the other is so deep that only ONE THING can potentially prevent them from coming together 100% and serving Humanity with their Love. That one thing is EGO. The ego of man tells him that such things do not exist. The Ego of man has the whole of Humanity struggling under this idea of Duality Consciousness....He thinks, She thinks. Two separate minds, two hearts, two souls. When in actuality we are all connected to one another... and in the case of Twin Flames, their souls are the opposite polarity of one another. One has the Masculine and one has the feminine but it is ONE SOUL in two bodies.
The Souls MUST learn to trust in each other 100% and surrender to their purpose. Once they can do this, they see their lives change dramatically. It almost seems irrational to the outside eye. Suddenly, these two "halves" of the soul desire reconnection so deeply that they are unstoppable...excepting only for the ego. If the Ego has control, the two can stay separated. They will be miserable, but they can choose not to reconnect.
When you are reconnecting, You sometimes feel your world is being ripped apart. So you must evaluate it: What am I really losing here? What is to be gained? Remembering...there is a HIGHER PURPOSE.
Now for those who are not in Twin Flame relationships, you may be in another SoulMate relationship...like a marriage. Whatever Love you cultivate heals the planet. All love heals the planet. All love brings us closer to our purpose so remember that in everything you do. Do not give up when times are hard. Do not turn away from some GOOD you can do for someone else right now. Always take every opportunity to express and show and receive LOVE. You are a very important part of the evolution of humanity happening RIGHT NOW.
I wish you all peace. Go out there today and LOVE EVERYONE...and Be Blessed,
AngelMarie
By now, those of you who read my blogs know that I subscribe to the belief system of Divine Love. This means that Love is the greatest power in the universe and it is our calling to love others and be loved ourselves. Essential to this, is Loving ourselves. In order to love Humanity, we must first love Self.
"wherever you stand, be the soul of that place". Rumi
Rumi had a beautiful and poetic way with wording deeper ideas of Love. For someone to have that wisdom in his lifetime....WAY before this Ascension of 2012, is nearly a miracle! And here we are quoting him and being inspired by him! It is much easier NOW than it has ever been in all of human history, to LOVE and understand love. Many people are not tapping into it and not allowing it to transform them. But transformation is the current requirement. This is what we are facing in 2012.
Identifying Twin Flame Pairings, is something totally new to me. I have read many profiles of couples who proclaim to be Twin Flames and they have common threads. One of the greatest identifiers of a Twin Flame Love is that the pair have some sort of "other-worldly" way of communicating, understanding and accepting one another. It bypasses and exceeds all other previously used modes of relation. It is this very idea of being able to communicate without using words, that fascinates and excites me about all the many possibilities before us...before all of humanity.
Another aspect of Twin Flame Love that is difficult for the
3-dimensional thinkers of the world to understand, is the idea that separation is painful. When the Twin Hearts are not together, they are in pain and suffering. In order to survive this, they must develop a deep Spiritual Connection to one another and to their Divine Source. This is done through various techniques, such as Meditation and Prayer and also Deep Breathing and Chanting ... Channeling the energies of any persons they need to connect with. Having this depth of communication-ability allows either Twin, when not with the other, to have deep connections with ALL people they meet and encounter. It allows the Twin to become the kind of Person that reaches others at the heart level and does it quickly!
If you are not in a TF relationship, I wonder if you can imagine feeling so complete with another person, that there is almost no need for words! And you are not just a happy couple..you are incredibly productive! Ideas quickly surface and become actionable...suggestions shared are compounded. It is like magic happening before your very eyes and others can see it too. Things happen naturally, quickly and effectively. They generally happen with ease and benefit not just the Couple but all parties involved. This is the healthiest kind of relationship. All relationships are striving to be what the Twin Flame Pairing is by nature. Our own human nature will always be a constant drawback to being perfect. Even Twin Flame Couples are not perfect...they just strive for perfection because their souls can never be at rest. There is too much spiritual work to do and it pushes them and pushes them.
The Twin Flame Couples are here to serve humanity. In what way will they do this? They are attempting to correct the backwards thinking that has been so prevalent for centuries...pertaining to love and intimacy. They are here to restore the balance of the Yin and Yang and to usher back the Divine Feminine to the Center of the universe. For centuries, our Social Structures have been driven by the desires of the Masculine which is deeply out of touch with the Spiritual side of life. This has brought Fear, War and Greed to our world. Now is the time for the great shift of ages that will allow humanity to benefit from the deeply spiritual side of life...the Feminine heart.
When Real Love appears, people turn a blind eye. They use what they have always used to understand: Their own limited knowledge and ability. Only with searching our souls and digging deeper into our darkness, will we discover our true light. We ARE the Light of the world. We CREATE our own destinies. The Path we are meant to be on is one of happiness, Love, Peace and Understanding. This IS the dawning of the Age of Aquarius.
Thank you for reading my Blogs!
Love Everyone today...and BE BLESSED!
AngelMarie
There is clearly a theme happening here...the theme of the week is PAIN and HURT where Love is involved.
When I was a practicing Christian, I was taught about Heaven and Hell. Clearly if there were an actual place that could be called Hell, then there is an awareness of Hurt and Pain as part of the cycle of things. But the really dominant theme in this paradigm of Heaven and Hell is actually FEAR. Would you not agree that Christianity in the Bible is designed to create fear in a person in order to keep them on the "Right Path"? Are we cattle? Are we horses? Do we need to be whipped so we blindly march onward carrying our load in life? Where is the LOVE and HAPPINESS in that? I reject this paradigm completely. I completely and totally and wholeheartedly reject the idea of a Hell awaiting anyone who does not "DO" certain things to be "Saved". It is a lie...the GREATEST of all lies the Deceiver has used to blind us to the fact that WE ALL WERE CREATED TO LIVE A LIFE OF PURE AND TOTAL HAPPINESS AND LOVE....AT ALL TIMES...IN ALL WAYS. Pleasure is not Evil.
By now I have just pissed off half my readers. Feel free to stop reading because I am not done yet.
My life journey right now...at it's present juncture...has me closely examining my SELF LOVE. This is long overdue. I have found tools that I never realized existed and opened doors I never observed were even closed! When I started to be really OPEN...and TRUE to MY SELF...My real self, not my shell (EGO)...I saw who was really in there. I saw her. I remembered her! I saw the person I was supposed to be and wasn't Being. I could clearly make out the details of her life. Let me describe her to you because those of you who know me, probably see it too. And then do me a favor...those of you who know me...measure her up against the person you see me "Acting" like for the past 20 years...
I am AngelMarie VanGyzen, 37 years old and raised on a farm by a Truck Driver Dad who was also a Rocker/Biker and a Mom who was a Farmer/Fisherwoman/Hunter-gatherer/Mystic/Music Lover. I spent my childhood loving music, nature, and country living. I always wanted the white-picket fence and family. I love to drive cars...ride bikes, hike and do creative and expressive things like sing, dance and write. I believe I should be in a vocation (earning money) in some form as a counselor or teacher, minister or therapist...because I LOVE people and I LOVE to help and I understand how people can fix themselves on a deeper level than the average person. I WANT to take my kids all over the world...I am NOT a home-body. I DISLIKE television and prefer to be outside and on the go. I want LOVE...a loving partner who touches me and hugs me and supports me emotionally, understanding me deeply and really understanding the ABUSE of my childhood and now my adult life. This person would need to really be a deeply sensitive human being.
But the life I live has been full of SHATTERED hopes and myriad disappointments...much like my childhood. My (existing) partner does not act like what I described and I have the shell (outer casing only) of the white-picket fence and family thing I described. You see...every thought and dream forms a physical reality and what I did with my dreams and hopes was I created it the closest I could with NO LOVE FOR My own TRUE SELF. I was able to believe that I could have children and a home and a little home business...and so I got those things. But I was UNABLE to accept that ANYONE could truly LOVE me...Love ME...the REAL me. And so my vision was sabotaged by my subconscious mind. There is a movie reel running underneath your ( and my) conscious mind...in the deep recesses of the subconscious parts...that is the place where the correction MUST happen before you can become free of this kind of sabotaged thinking. If you want to love yourself, you must set your mind free. When you do this, you will discover the real self. Then the hardest part of all: You must allow your true self to become FULLY SELF-ACTUALIZED. What this means is, you must allow the love to flow from the sources where it exists and where it needs to go. You must learn to recognize when you are trying to block its flow and when you are resisting letting in. You must learn to trust certain people and situations that your EGO is telling you not to trust. Your eyes will then be open.
With open eyes and a soft heart, you will see how the people you sometimes have trusted and relied upon have this amazing ability to deceive you or lie to you or, misguided as they are...try to govern your life for you! For some of you this is occurring within a parent-child relationship and for others, within a marriage. For me...it is everywhere...it is all of these and more. I have Opponents and Supporters from the Circles of Family, Friends and Children and even strangers. How I recognize them is simple. Do they accept the REAL me that is now on the Surface of my life? Or do they reject me or any part of me? Let me be clear...My Decisions are ME. My Twin Flame is ME. My work is ME. My children are ME. My Home is ME. My Words are ME.
I am a patient individual. So if I get the feeling that someone is struggling to understand my changes, I do TRY first to answer questions and doubts...but if I recognize the Opponent is going to dominate any person, then I simply let go of them. In time, they may overcome the power the opponent has over them...but until that time, I move along to the next person in my life or who crosses my path and I offer them all the love I can and an opportunity to see my Authentic Self. If they can handle it, I have a Supporter. If they cannot, I move along. This is how we must maneuver if we are going to allow Love to Flow freely.
The Heaven and Hell Paradigm does not exist to allow freely flowing love. Therefore this concept was manmade and full of impurities. If you are living an inauthentic life and not experiencing what you Love...then you are already living in Hell. And here's something for you to bounce from: It is only as Miserable as you are willing to let it be! If you want to BE something else...then BE IT. If you want to DO something else...then DO IT. You can LIVE a completely and totally different life and it does not need to take years and years to make the changes. Just CHANGE. JUST do it....do it for yourself and for the Love of Self. You deserve every happiness.
Love Everyone and BE BLESSED!
AngelMarie
Love DOES hurt. It just doesn't hurt in the ways people occassionally fantasize that it does. Love is TRUTH and the TRUTH hurts. Love forces us to see ourselves...face ourselves. Love causes us to change and deepen and evolve and grow. If any of those conditions do not exist or are not happening, then I am SORRY to have to tell you this but whatever it is you are living is NOT Love. It may have droplets of love somewhere within it but love that encompasses, surrounds and fulfills...this Love can only exist when we Fully Actualize our Truth.
A man needs a woman. A man literally exists and does so for the need of the woman. A woman exists for the need of the man. The two polarizing opposites require one another. They cannot just connect instantly like a negative and positive charge...NO! They need Restriction, and Resistance. Think of the job a filament plays in the lightbulb...the positive charge is the energy while the negative charge is a vessel to collect the energy. In order for this to work, the filament must refract...resist...and send that blast of raw energy back to its source! The source and the vessel must be one. They exist for each other! They are nothing without each other.
With Twin Flames, the Love connection is very intense. Unlike the love of soulmates and karmic lovers, TF's have synchronicities that occur with great frequency...heightened sensitivities to the thoughts, feelings and experiences of the Twin and a deep understanding of the knowledge that they are together not only to satisfy themselves but for a service to humanity. Their love has the capacity to heal other people and the Earth herself. With Great Power...comes Great Responsibility. The first responsibility is to answer the call. When the representation of your Twin appears...even if it means turning your world around..you must fearlessly go.
I understand this love because I have felt it. No one is more aware of how difficult it can be...no one. I understand it and I share about it and I believe in it! My Twin Flame and I share one soul in two bodies. The bodies remaining separated are always in pain. When together and reunited they are healthy and happy. Apart, they are incomplete and searching. My Twin and I share mental energy. When one of us needs to focus on something really important, the other must sacrifice the energy. We have learned to share it. Together we are overcoming obstacles at a rate of speed that cannot be humanly possible...it is from the Divine.
LOVE is not fragile...but the heart can be fragile when it tries to contain all the love it can. A vessel must always freely flow~Love must flow...freely...constantly.
The Twin Flame is not fragile or delicate but it is easily hurt by the sorrows of this world because in order to experience Twin Flame Love, you must have the ability to feel and sense these deeper nuances of energy. The world, and the darker souls among it really want to injure the tender-hearted and so they create a veil that hides real love from view. Even the heart THIRSTY for love can sometimes be deceived or unable to recognize it. The only way to hear is to listen with your heart. The only way to feel it, is to feel in your soul. The only way to believe is to TRUST and have faith. The only way to be understood is to live the life.
All life and all manifestations of love in any varying degree, is still love! People need to be encouraged for showing even the smallest amount of love for their fellow man! Every ounce counts.
Love Everyone and Be Blessed,
AngelMarie
Real love is so powerful that when it strikes you...in the heart...you will feel enlightened. You should literally feel like you are walking on air. This is a good way to describe
"new love". Many people who have been with their love for a long time probably don't share that initial excitement anymore. This is logical...familiarity has a way of making things that were once extremely exciting, into something dull. But LOVE is not and never can be dull. The first thing to accept if you are on the path of True Love (which I hope you ALL are)....is that you must Be Your Real Self. Once you can identify with those deeply held beliefs and desires that are the real you, then you can progress to the next level. At level 2, you will be asked to surrender your ego and your pride. In doing this you can step away from the
3-dimensional ideas of love...the love we all know and recognize that has existed on this planet for centuries.
The world has many ideas of what love is. What love is and what its purpose is...well, these are the major questions we ought to all be asking. What is the purpose of love and attraction? Like gravity, it creates a pull...and links things together. Those things that want to be linked create the energy and vibration of love. In some instances, these linking-ups are Divinely Created. In other words, they are not inclinations, but storms! This kind of Love exists in the Twin Flame Love Essence and believe me, if you are experiencing it, YOU WILL KNOW. Everything around you will just change....and it cannot resist changing. It must cast off all the chains and burdens of whatever is not healthy for the flame and it remains at it's simplest and most pure form. Imagine such a pure love that even the angels conspire to help you find it...here on earth.
Even if you have loved or been married or ARE married to someone....your heart will completely change at the discovery of Twin Flame Love. The Twin Flame Love is the greatest, strongest and most passionate connection known to anyone in the universe. All people have been split apart into Female and Male counterparts and allowed to separate in order that they may reunite when they have spiritually evolved. When they desire real Unity and Oneness, then they may draw the Twin to them. Have you ever known a couple like this? Would you be able to recognize them if you saw them? What if it were you...and you found your Twin? Would you run away from them? Or do you think you would have the courage to change everything for love? So much is at stake if you do not choose love.
Twin Flame Unity is essential...and for those experiencing this right now in 2012, as we are at the turning point of Global change, it is more necessary than ever for Twins to express their love in ALL ways and be fearless. I am so eager to share my personal story, and the time will come when I can. For now, I simply will say that I am writing from personal knowledge on this. The Twin appearing in your life is a realization like no other. You literally go from darkness to light...from not knowing to knowing. From feeling nothing to feeling everything. Nothing could be more powerful.
The candles in this picture above are standing side by side and burning their light. The rich symbolism should be interpreted as the two are strong and cast their own light. They stay in exactly the right proximity to one another to allow 1 and 1 to be a new product (not a melded or blended one)...the number 11.
This new product is a pairing, Divinely blessed and inspired. Under the outer facade that the world can see with naked eyes, there are two souls, living in earth shells, whose minds are alight with heavenly consciousness and a desire to shine that light into the world and into all other people's lives. They share the desire to use their love for good...for healing and for Unification and for restoring balance to Mother Earth. The Twins are twins...inseparable and mirror images of each other. Anyone who opens their heart can feel what these two hearts are illuminating. Some will choose not to see or feel or bask in it, while others will feel it instantly.
Celestial creatures...here on earth. They dwell in the dreamstate. They elevate their soul frequencies and then they share this magentic burst of concentrated and pure love with everyone they meet. Do you know anyone who is like this? No one is perfect all the time, but have you ever been around someone who really gives off love and encouragement and gentleness and kindness...nearly all the time? Perhaps it is you. Maybe you are that person and you should be thanked! It is your contribution to the frequency of love that is healing this planet and restoring balance everywhere around it. If you believe you may be part of a Twin Flame Pairing, there is support. You are not alone! I would love to hear from you.
Soon...very soon...I will be able to share more about this on a deeply personal level. Until then, this way of sharing will have to be enough to keep my readers collected and open and receiving from me. I appreciate the support I receive from each one of you and I would be nearly lost without it.
Love Everyone and Be Blessed,
AngelMarie
Hi everyone! I cannot wait to get back to creating Vlogs for the True-Love Blog. I have been taking a forced hiatis due to some hyperactive children! But since I will have a bit of a down-time coming up over the next 2 weeks, expect more of the daily postings and musings of the "Love Lover". I am proud to call myself a Love Lover. I am happy to see and feel and hear people in love. It is not my place to judge whether or not people are in love...it os only my place to recognize it and allow it to fascinate me.
I met a couple tonight who love each other. It almost was a surprise to see it. I love being in the company of people who love each other. Have you ever been around lovers who really are tuned-into one another...who really "get" each other? It's not about whether they have every detailed knowledge of their lover...although with years of time together, these types most definitely will have that information engraved in their minds. No, instead it is about the power they have to be in the moment and truly in love...sharing love with everyone, and not just each other. This is what separates the true lovers from those just trying to make it look good.
I have come to learn...relatively recently, that you can expect to find love in the most unexpected places, people and circumstances. If you think you know how love is coming to you...think again! You may discover that it arrives in very different vessel than the one you imagine. Or it comes at the "wrong" time...forcing you to make tough choices. It comes, however, not to just deliver pleasure...it comes to deliver salvation. If you fail to recognize it and embrace it when it comes, you may not get another chance...or you may be full of regret.
The Taoists, Buddhists and Transcendentalists tell us to look within for the answers. This expression must cause a lot of confusion. I interpret this as a commandment to dedicating time sitting quietly reflecting upon our values using our silent mind not fixed on anything at all. In that space of quiet consciousness...images, feelings and words appear. These are from the soul. What are your soul's words? What do the images look like and feel like and make you think of? This is how the conversation will go between your soul's vibration and your conscious mind. In order to understand and interpret, you must familiarize yourself with the language of your soul. The more you hear it, the more you will understand it and soon, you will simply speak it. This will be the point when your outer world, your reality...are the pictures you saw and felt and then created in your life.
What do we do when the foundations for love have been laid and are stable? How can we even determine if they are stable at all? Can anyone honestly be certain of anything and completely safe from any harm? My guess is that we cannot ever be any more than 100% Certain within our soul. But even if we are, there is always the possibility of unforeseen circumstances in life. If that happens, we must persist with love. We cannot grow bitter when a great love runs cold. So many people give up after being "burned" by love. But they fail to see that Love only burns because it is powerful...that is not love which cuts you down or destroys your faith...that is fear, disunity and a lack of harmony that create those environments. As my Twin Flame would call it, "CHAOS". This concept of chaos is so valid..in so many ways. Anything that is not Love, is Chaos. Anything that is not Light is Darkness. There are no shaded places. The space between the two is a very small threshold. It is delicate. People can be changed in an instant.
These are the thoughts I will leave with you tonight...more tomorrow. I love you all.
Love Everyone, and Be Blessed,
AngelMarie
