Sunday, January 20, 2013

Twelves and Fives

Twelves and Fives are everywhere in my consciousness.  I have no real idea what it means but they are always there.  I thought it was an interesting coincidence that my daughter had been born on December 12th (12/12).  Then a few years passed and I had another child- my son- who was born on May 5th (5/5).  This year, 2013, on their birthdays, my son will turn five (on 5/5) and my daughter will turn twelve (on 12/12).  The significance of this you might be wondering?  Who really knows but it is definitely noteworthy, ponder-worthy and deserving of closer investigation of the meaning of numbers like this.  I observe numbers all the time and I do many things with the numbers I encounter.  Sometimes they are repetitive or recurring.  Other times the numerology itself are equal (this requires taking the time to calculate the numerology each time you encounter larger numbers).  So for me the twelves and the fives are very interesting in 2013.

So I will start with the Fibonacci Numbers.  Below I have attached a link so that you can get a quick formula if you care to learn about it.  There is so much information out there about different types of numbers and how to read them.

http://www.wikihow.com/Calculate-the-Fibonacci-Sequence

Recurring Numbers, Angel Numbers and Numerology all effect our way of life and our recognition of messages we are receiving from other people, places, things, possibly other Beings if you believe in that.  These can be messages from our Angels or Crossed-over Loved Ones.  Messages can be received or ignored by those of us living 3-Dimensional Lives here on Earth.  Messages can be received with confusion or questions too.  I guess I am a questioning receiver.  And still others can receive the messages and have confidence that they can read and translate these messages.  I personally accept the possiblity of Angel Messages.  This resonates strongly with me.  I write these blogs in hopes of not only sharing but also in the hope of unlocking secret knowledge within my own consciousness.  I hope that by thinking, writing, dwelling on these questions and probing my inner psychy for the answers, that the answers will arise from my Inner Self.  That is where the answers are in all of us.

So 2013 is  2 +0+1+3 =6 in Numerology.
I also see the number 13.
My new boyfriend and I, have a long history of the number 13 in our families and personal lives.

But more profoundly then that, for me has often been the recurring triple numbers like:
111
222
333
444
555
666
777
888
999
(1010)
(1111)
(1212)

For me, the last three also appear often.  1111 is the sign of Twin Flames and 1212 is my daughter's birthdate.

So has all this number stuff bored you to tears yet?  Perhaps it has and if so I am sorry.  Maybe I should discuss the impact of numbers.  I use the constant barrage of numbers I see as reminders to say and do things such as to take a moment to say a Prayer for Peace and Love or Protection.  Here are the Angel Messages associated with some of these:
The following are from a link found here:

http://spiritlibrary.com/doreen-virtue/number-sequences-from-the-angels

111 - Monitor your thoughts carefully, and be sure to only think about what you want, not what you don't want. This sequence is a sign that there is a gate of opportunity opening up, and your thoughts are manifesting into form at record speeds. The 111 is like the bright light of a flash bulb. It means the universe has just taken a snapshot of your thoughts and is manifesting them into form. Are you pleased with what thoughts the universe has captured? If not, correct your thoughts (ask your angels to help you with this if you have difficulty controlling or monitoring your thoughts).

222 - Our newly planted ideas are beginning to grow into reality. Keep watering and nurturing them, and soon they will push through the soil so you can see evidence of your manifestation. In other words, don't quit five minutes before the miracle. Your manifestation is soon going to be evident to you, so keep up the good work! Keep holding positive thoughts, keep affirming, and continue visualizing.

333 - The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love, and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin, and Yogananda.

444 - The angels are surrounding you now, reassuring you of their love and help. Don't worry because the angels' help is nearby.

555 - Buckle your seatbelts. A major life change is upon you. This change should not be viewed as being "positive" or "negative," since all change is but a natural part of life's flow. Perhaps this change is an answer to your prayers, so continue seeing and feeling yourself being at peace.

666 - Your thoughts are out of balance right now, focused too much on the material world. This number sequence asks you to balance your thoughts between heaven and earth. Like the famous "Sermon on the Mount," the angels ask you to focus on spirit and service, and know your material and emotional needs will automatically be met as a result.

777 - The angels applaud you, congratulations, you're on a roll! Keep up the good work and know your wish is coming true. This is an extremely positive sign and means you should also expect more miracles to occur.

888 - A phase of your life is about to end, and this is a sign to give you forewarning to prepare. This number sequence may mean you are winding up an emotional career, or relationship phase. It also means there is light at the end of the tunnel. In addition, it means, "The crops are ripe. Don't wait to pick and enjoy them." In other words, don't procrastinate making your move or enjoying fruits of your labor.

999 - Completion. This is the end of a big phase in your personal or global life. Also, it is a message to lightworkers involved in Earth healing and means, "Get to work because Mother Earth needs you right now."

000 - A reminder you are one with God, and to feel the presence of your Creator's love within you. Also, it is a sign that a situation has gone full circle.
 
This is from Doreen Virtue's book, "Angel Numbers"

I see 555 all the time.  I wake up in the morning and sit up and look at the clock...5:55.  I am making dinner and look at the clock again...5:55.  I see it everywhere.  Needless to say to most of my friends and readers of this blog that my life has been far from simple these days.  But it is all for the best.  My life does get better. It has to go through difficulties on the path to improvement but it is improving.  Having the courage to make changes is one part of why we are here on this planet.  Another reason we are here is to use the Earth as a platform for growth of the Spirit and part of growing in spirit is learning to receive and share messages of the Spirit.  When you hear the message and act on it you are making Love a reality. 

I believe that my children are a wonderful gift not just to me but that they have a destiny here on Earth to accomplish wonderful things and I get to be one of their guides.  I would love to hear your feedback about Messages, Numbers and Children.  Please feel free to leave your comments.

Love Each Other and Be Blessed,

AngelMarie

Friday, January 18, 2013

2013 Warm Welcome to Love

Hi everyone, I Love to be in Love and feel loved and show love.  Don't You? 
 I think we all inately experience this.  We all are made for love and peace.  Did you know that?  Do you believe that?  As much as we are all created to be loving, show love and experience love with our relationships, there is also much interference and guess who is responsible for it?  We ALL are.  It's not the Lovers vs the Fighters.  We are ALL the Lovers and we are ALL the Fighters.  We fight against love every minute of every day when we choose to let anger, fear, hatred, jealousy and many other kinds of loveless emotions pervade our thinking.  The truth is we create what we think about.

So I have put this blog to sleep...The TRUE-LOVE Blog was begun during a period in my life when I was exploring the ideas of Love, Romance, True Love, Twin Flames, SoulMates, Karmic Relationships and Friendships.  Today I was reviewing my blogs (I don't get as much time online as I used to) and I was drawn here.  I am often drawn here to this blog, because the strong emotions I felt as I explored these ideas really give me a breath of fresh air to write something inspiring.  Today I was looking for that little moment.

So what has 2013 brought for Lilac regarding Love and Life?  Well, let's actually have a look back and review.  Many friends and followers who read my blogs do know about some of my changes throughout the year 2012, but I (and they)probably have not looked at the year as a whole very closely and seen what a dramatic turn around has occurred.  It has been a Shift...2012 brought many of these for many lives, not just mine.

2012 January, February:  In the start of 2012 I was very involved in creating and managing my CBA Group activities along with my friends Sam, Bob and Alberta.  It was on or about January 11th that I was given the Divine Knowledge about Twin Flames.  I didn't know who it was but I knew that some people had one and I was supposed to be in a Twin Flame Relationship.  I recognized that my partner at that time was not that person, and that he and I were caught up in the endgame of a twisted Karmic Relationship.  I was ready to move on, but afraid because I have children and there were many threats being thrown around if I were to "try to leave".  So I focused on Self-Improvement through Personal Development practices such as Yoga, Meditation, Reading literature about PD and working in small groups focusing on certain aspects of character building.
2012 March:   As part of my future-planning, I was attempting to find myself an affordable vehicle and I reached out to a friend who I could trust to put me in a safe car.  That friend (from my past) was Jamie.  I realized by the end of the month that the Universe was drawing us together so that I could let him help me.  He had more resources than I knew he had to help me.
2012 April:  I had to ACT quickly to change my life.  I felt it was time and that I was losing connection with the time to do it and so I decided that I had to make some bold decisions.  I closed my home business and identified the exact day I wanted to leave the house.  The question was, where am I going ???  I tried to make many arrangements.  So many of my arrangements did not come together.  I knew that if I asked my Partner to leave the house he would not go.  I knew it would have to be me.
2012 May:  I told my Partner I was leaving.  He was furious.  I had nowhere to go so I was going with Jamie.  But by the end of the month, my partner had used his ability to twist my thinking and manipulate me to join his cause.  I left for a weekend to see my sister in Florida.  I flew there and back.  It was a big step for me but having a Blood-relative who loves you unconditionally, hear your story and give it validation (in person)...was priceless.  I came home and made a decision that instead of moving out of my house and going with Jamie, I would go to Florida.  Maybe I would stay there.  Maybe I would come back.  I wasn't sure.
2012 June:  I spent the month focused inward on my sad feelings of loss because I was doing what I was doing as a result of fear and not by choice.  I was listening to the ideas of another person who was compelling me to act in the way he felt I needed to.  I was afraid for my life and my children's lives.  I planned our trip to Florida.  I avoided Jamie.
2012 July:  The first week of July was a disaster and I felt more depressed then ever but once we got on the road to Florida it became a mix of wonderful and challenging.  I choose to remember the wonderful moments that occurred while my kids and I were able to explore and discover and spend time bonding with my sister Jessica and her family.
2012 August:  The hardest work I have ever had to do was what I did the first 2 weeks of August.  I had to free my mind of the programming that had changed my direction earlier in the year.  I sat down at my sister's Dining Room table each morning for nearly 3 weeks and studied, meditated, and did the REAL work to investigate what it was my HEART wanted.  I decided to stop being the effect and start being the cause (The Universal Law of Cause and Effect as taught by the International Kabbalah Center).  I returned to Rhode Island and moved out of my home a week later.
2012 September:  Attempting to keep my kids in the most normal life possible, I searched for a job while living in a friends basement with my children.  I allowed their father to see them.  I asked him for money.  I did everything I had to do.  I had Jamie by my side to help me this time.  He wasn't leaving.
2012 October:  Brilliant moments emerge in the darkest places sometimes.  The shift that 2012 was to bring us all was already happening and many hidden things were coming to light.  many people who had been "in power" were now losing their grip on those they held down.  My daughter spent a few days in a hospital bed and had a real turnaround there.  The Universal plan for her?  I am not sure, but I know that she needed to be humbled by that experience to know she could trust me.
2012 November:  Sometime in November I really learned to trust Jamie and our partnership.  On 11-11, I moved myself and my kids into his home.  Many, many many friends came to my side and his side to help us acquire a bunkbed, mattresses and other necessities to get our lives organized so that we could feel normal and take care of the kids.
2012 December:  Ending this year with a new home, a new family situation, and a new attitude...there were many ups and downs but one very valuable lesson.  Here is the lesson.  Here is what it is:

WE ARE ALL CONNECTED.  WHEN I SUFFER, YOU SUFFER.  WHEN YOU SUFFER, I SUFFER.  WHEN YOU GIVE I RECEIVE.  WHEN I GIVE, YOU RECEIVE.  We are here for each other.  We are all here for each other.  We are One.  We are one energy and that energy flows freely from person to person unless it is blocked by emotions that are LACKING in Love.  Let there be Love and the energy of love will flow freely to and from you.  Let there be anger, jealousy, hatred, VIOLENCE (of thought or action), and there will be a blockage of Love.

2013 January:  This chapter is under construction.

I love you all!  Love everyone and BE BLESSED,

Lilac (AngelMarie)