No Words can Express True Love

When feelings run so deeply that words cannot express them, and your breath is just caught somewhere between your lungs and the outside world....THAT may be a sign that you are experiencing TRUE love.  When faced with the task of walking away from Love because you are star-crossed lovers who the universe will not let be together for whatever reason, THIS could be true love.  If Good things are never easy to acquire and do not come cheaply...then TRUE love comes at a cost to your soul and your heart and your life.  Love is a very pure thing...it is not so much an emotion as a living and breathing entity of it's own that exists in spirit and inhabits our bodies and fills us.  It is like vapor that can pass from one plane to the next and can pass through "solid" objects and matter and can be everywhere or anywhere.  There is no limit to how much Love can exist, but the universe came into being by the force of love so it is very powerful!  Can love cause explosions?  I bet it can!  Can you feel love for many people at once?  I sure hope so!  Can you be in love with more than one person at once?  Yes...I believe so.  Give yourself some breathing room because anything is possible.  Learning to know our true heart's desire is long journey.

The real truth is that we can experience every level of love and joy and peace and happiness in any circumstance and with any person, anywhere!  Someone said that you cannot choose who you fall in love with because it "just happens".  I believe with my whole heart and soul and every fiber of my being that this is true.  In my life I have experienced this once only.  I have been in love with about 5 different men over the course of my dating/single life...and in each case but one, I either did not like the person at my initial meeting or else I simply did not feel anything right away.  In these cases, the affection took time to turn into love.  Only one was instant, and unforgettable for me.  This person, I met over the telephone and from the first time I heard their voice, I was affected by them.  I felt something.  I knew something was there.

But the circumstances of my life were not going to allow for me to be with this person and so Love became friendship and deep loyalty.  Love is always Love and never goes away.  It changes form and it goes out to different people at different times and places, but it never disappears.  We have as much love as we can handle...what we ask for and what we hope to receive!  But what can we say about the love we give?  I hope we give as much or more than we receive! What is given out returns back to us in kind.  Like attracts like.  If we look around and decide we do not like who the people are in our lives, remember that we are attracting them to us.  They are on our same frequency in life and we have drawn them in.  Likewise,  we exist for the benefit of others in our lives and so we stay in their orbit as long as we remain on their frequency.  Our goal frequency should be Love or Above!

I have said enough for today.  My journey is Love.  My road is Love Lane.  My children fill my heart with all that I need but then there is the yearning undefined which we all experience and hopefully some of us are with our Soulmates and our True Hearts desire. 

Love Everyone and Be blessed,

AngelMarie

Run

Why not just turn and Run?  When I see you coming or when I see my shadow?

Why not just Run for good?  Run to do some good!  Just Run for fun.

No one is perfect and so we all run from something. 
We all run to something.  We all run for something.

Run for your Life!  Run for your Soul.  Run to your Heart's Desire.  Run to embrace.

Run for President.  Run for your money.

Run until the pain moves from your heart to your legs.
And then run some more.

Carry on.  Run.  Run to me.  Run from me.  Run for me. 

Just Run.

How can you tell when you are truly In Love?

I should not write this.  I really should not write this.  And this is exactly why I am going to do it.  I am going to write this because this is what I am wondering and pondering and contemplating and this is what is keeping me from my peace and quiet.  I keep trying to write about the kids and our travel plans and our summer activities but when I am all alone in the quiet of my soul, what I really want to know about is TRUE LOVE.  I know that not every couple gets married for "True Love".  Everyone marries or partners for their own purposes and no one should be judged for that.  No one would likely ever outrightly confront someone and say, "hey, are you marrying that person for love or for some other reason?"  Would it even be anyone else's business anyway?  For centuries, people married for convenience or status or pre-arranged as part of a cultural tradition. So what role does Love actually have in our lives anyway?  Is Coupleship Love actually a necessary part of life?  If we are In-Love with someone but decide to partner in life with someone else for other reasons besides love, is that immoral or illegal or in some other way an inappropriate act?  Many people believe that Homosexuality is wrong and so those who partner together who are gay often have to deal with the pressures of society where they may be looked upon as deviant.  Is it also deviant to partner NOT for love?  Or even to partner with someone who you do Love but is not your True Love?  Which begs the question, how do you know who is your True Love? 

Ultimately, Partnerships and marriages have a purpose and people come together to achieve mutual goals.  For this reason we often search for a mate using some tried and true criteria such as shared interests, common cultural backgrounds and similar educational experiences or work experiences.

(This article was begun and then the computer crashed.  When I rebooted, I thought this was lost and so I created an entierly new entry.  I am publishing the incomplete article.  Sorry it was never finished)

Lilac

To Reach

Oh, how my heart wants me to behave!
It begs me to reach out to you
to hear your voice
and listen to your thoughts flood me
Oh, how this would be
It would be fine and I would feel relief
Like cool water in the desert
Like Sunshine after the Rain
Oh, How I wish it were meant to be
or that I was free
to go in any direction like the breeze
or travel in it like bumblebees
Oh, for the love of Love
True and real and always there
I could smile all day
I could feel pure joy in my soul
Oh for You, I would give my soul
Be lost forever if I needed to...
Be persecuted and insulted too
I would die (for) my love for you
Oh, How I would die for you.

Breathe. Release. Repeat.

Each moment of our lives, provides us with an opportunity to start fresh...revitalize...prioritize.  No matter what we have ever been in the past or thought we were or even what we thought we were NOT or could never be.

Those things do not matter.

Meditation and Relaxation are an essential practice in this new Paradigm of life. 

In the New Paradigm, our thoughts, dreams, hopes and fears become the very ESSENCE of creation.

They always have been...but soon they will have fast consequences. 

It is time to STOP...completely STOP

hating

fighting

arguing

thinking badly of your fellow man

nagging

crying from sadness

being angry

wishing evil on another person

saying "I am not good enough"

calling yourself stupid, or fat, or poor

It is time to START...and REPEAT

positive affirmations for yourself and for others

LOVING everyone freely

Love and encourage people

smile at people

hold the door for someone

tell someone they look beautiful

support someone in their performance, art or dance

tell a Mom that she is making a difference to her kids

give someone a specific compliment.

visit an elderly friend or relative and listen while they share

LISTEN to others when they TALK

Let people talk

Put yourself out there and meet people...and then really LISTEN to them when they share

Always help anyone who needs something.

Take personal accountability for everything

This is the Rebirth of a Planet...and SHE wants to live.  This is the dawn of Aquarius and the Rise of the Feminine Polarity to correct the wrongs of the past.

The world you have always known, is changing.  Welcome to the New Way.  It is happening and you have a choice to join or not.  No one will force you to experience Paradise if you prefer hell.

No one will force you.

FREE WILL is your GIFT from the Universe, your Source and your ultimate Creator.

But remember this...the Ultimate creator...

IS YOU.



Love Everyone, and BE Blessed,

AngelMarie

Having FUN is good for you.

Lately I am trying to teach my children to enjoy themselves and laugh at their problems, difficulties and things that make them stumble.  It's great advice...but can I take my own advice?  I wonder if I can! 

Now I turn my advice to myself and I say, "Lilac, can you just lighten up and have some fun?"  I am trying to do it...honest I am.  I can be a lot of fun when I really let myself loosen up from the restrictions and obligations that keep me forever "in check".

The importance of having fun is that we elevate the emotional self higher...get out of the murky doldrums of sorrow, depression, anger, jealousy, boredom, frustration, SELF-DOUBT, or worse.  The worst thing we can do is simply be complacent and not care.  I feel this way often...too often.  I have to force myself to see the rainbow after the rain.  I need to consciously remember to smile and look around at the beauty that is everywhere.  If I am out walking, I try to observe the trees and the way the sun and wind interact with them.  I notice the clouds...the people...the buildings...the interesting vehicles on the road...the decorative shopping malls and all the splendor that comes with humanity.  There really IS a lot to see and feel and enjoy.  It is simply a matter of acknowledging and allowing. 

When we walk around in a state of discouragement, disappointment or anger, we can only see whatever forces it's way through to our conscious mind because we are so preoccupied.  This is the DREAM that is cursing humanity and keeping us from paradise.  We can live in a place of peace and happiness BY CHOICE.  We can choose REGARDLESS of what is happening around us at any given point.

So maybe I would say that as far as practical pointers for achieving this...that is going to be up to the individual.  What makes you happy?  There is a chapter in the book,
" The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne, where she talks about people healing themselves after accidents and with Cancer diagnosis.  It is not hocum!  It can be done.  As soon as the bad news strikes, you have to BELIEVE that you can overcome it with positivity!  You HAVE to believe.  There is no other way.  You HAVE TO.  YOU...have to do the work.

In my world, this involves laughing, exploring, talking to people...especially strangers!  I talk to people everywhere I go.  I love to brighten someone's day by just chatting with them and asking about their lives.  Everyone wants to be heard and desires an opportunity to share something of themselves.  I said it before about the elderly, and it is true.  But ALL people...they are wishing to be heard.

Anyway, hopefully this helps a few people to remember that life is full of beauty and laughter and goodness.  When we take the time to admire it, it literally becomes a part of us and we are better off for it!  This is the fuel for the vehicle that is your soul.  Make it the purest and best fuel you can afford.

Love Everyone and BE Blessed,

AngelMarie

The Spirit-Driven Life

If the song is true, then LIFE IS A HIGHWAY...meaning that, like a highway, there is a LOOOOOOONG road ahead with many signs, other travellers heading in the same and in different directions....various exits where people may detour for rest, food and adventure...and access points on and off everywhere.  On the Highway of life, there is still Daytime and Nightime...sunrises and sunsets.  There is scenary to admire and sights that we prefer to look away from.  Occassionally we witness a car crash or other tragic event.  But the Highway is no place for a vehicle to stop moving.  A highway is a place for forward motion.  The physical roadway/surfaces will sometimes require repairs or additions/removals...but the infrastructure mainly stays intact with little change.

What really matters?  Does your EGO matter?  How people view you and see your life?  Does it matter a little or a lot?  Maybe it doesn't matter enough!  You see, we do not need to tolerate being judged...we should live the best life possible!  In all ways that we can, we should attempt to do RIGHT.  Doing the RIGHT thing matters more than almost anything else.  Creating from a place of peace and respect for all, is doing the RIGHT thing.  Whatever we attempt to create, begun WRONG, will end wrong.  Although our human side wants to believe otherwise, this is true.

Like a Highway, we can take wrong turns...miss an exit or two...have trouble turning around....end up miles away from where we needed to be.  But if you know your destination with Certainty...because your SPIRIT is certain...then you must proceed and not be detoured.  If you make the wrong turn, it can be corrected.  There are many many paths that will lead a person to spirituality.  There are many paths that lead to TRUE SPIRITUALITY!  There are as many paths as their are souls to follow them...because they are all completely individualized and NO TWO are exactly alike.  So we are all like snowflakes on this big beautiful planet.

I am here to tell you that it is never too late for you to find your way.  Even on your last day of life, you can find redemption if you desire.  But do not let life pass you by, expecting a reward in your afterlife, for how you live while here on this planet as a human being, IS YOUR HEAVEN...and will determine your next phase of existence too. There are many roads of Beliefs on the Afterlife, but you can be sure there IS one.  In fact, I will take that thought one step further and suggest that it is not so much an "after"life as it is a parallel life where Spirits and Humans live together at the same time and can overlap one another but mostly do not.

You and I exist in our Human shells right now.  But we ARE spirits who exist in shells (bodies).  When the body dies, the spirit continues.  Sometimes the spirit will make a repeat appearance in bodily form because they still need correction to move into a higher realm.  This is why it is SO VITAL that we analyze our intentions and make sure our actions originate from the PUREST SOURCE within us...from the Spirit.  The Heart and Mind are not pure...they are easily corrupted by this world.  But nothing can ever corrupt the TRUE SPIRIT.  Spirit can be destroyed with great effort so DON'T destroy yours.

As always, I love you all dearly and want you to have the best life can offer.  It is there for you to embrace and derive joy from...

Love Everyone, and BE Blessed,

AngelMarie

Leave the Past Behind

~Message of Hope~ from Lilac

Always, always, ALWAYS...keep moving forward.  DO NOT step into the future and LIVE there, NO.  Just keep your eyes fixed ahead but live in THIS MOMENT.  THIS VERY SINGULAR and UNIQUE moment is all you truly have.  Perhaps you have heard these things before? 

Gather ye rosebuds while ye may?  Live every moment to it's fullest? 

STOP THE MULTI-TASKING.  STOP IT.  I AM SERIOUS.

This Blog is not a forum for enforcing a set of rules or assigning tasks.  I want my TRUE-LOVE BLOG to inspire HOPE.  My wish is that my readers, followers and friends may glean HOPE, confidence, assurance, direction, courage, support and most important:  LOVE....when they read any Blog entry here.

There are many forces at work in the universe.  There is Gravity.  There is Magnetism.  There is Radiation.  there is Dark Matter.  There are Supernatural/Spiritual forces working as well.  These two seemingly invisible fields exist together and interact with one another in a delicate dance.  Unseen and unable to be perceived using any of our 5 senses, they are there and available to be used by those who will take the time to learn. 

YOU...are more than your physical bodies.  You are a SPIRITUAL BEING.  And the time has come on our planet for you to live in your SPIRIT.  Some people will not understand what this means or how to do it.  But ALL people have the capacity, and can do it.  It is time to allow your SPIRITUAL AWAKENESS. 
Today is a good day to start.  Today, as Venus Transits the Sun and Neptune slips into Retrograde for the next 14 years....and we have only JUST experienced a Lunar Eclipse (yesterday)...Today, June 5th 2012, is your day to begin. 

This above insignia is the perfect one to set as your mantra for your Spiritual Journey. 
Remember to remain humble. 
We can always impose any idea we want on any person or belief system but our HEARTS can be deceitful.  In the Bible, it is said that the HEART is deceitful above all else and BEYOND REPAIR!  What does this mean?  How can this be so?  Everywhere you turn in life people are saying, "follow your heart".  This was great advice 50 years ago...when our civilization needed to evolve out of being sheltered and afraid to be ourselves as a society.  BUT NOW?  I would say, DO NOT follow your heart.  Instead I will say:

LET YOUR SPIRIT BE YOUR GUIDE

I personally, can no longer live by the heart.  The heart is not where love resides.  The heart is where desires and passions reside and these have their place...absolutely.  We must allow our passions and desires to have a place, but it is not what should LEAD US AROUND making our decisions for us.  Nor should the status quo be that which makes decisions for us.  Our choices ought to begin in the vibration of the soul and emerge consciously with effort on our part...the effort of self-discovery.

Guess what friends?  This is WORK.  It takes an effort.  You must work at it.  You must ask yourself the tough questions and shake the soul free of the cobwebs.  Your first few steps will be much like that of the baby learning to use their motor skills..shaky and slightly mis-directed. But with practice and discipline, you will gain ability and mastery.  Anyone who believes they will start out of the gate at full speed, is mistaken.

Whether you believe in GOD as Source, or something else, all is truth and all is light...all is LIGHT.  There are dark forces, of course.  If there were not, we could not identify Light.  But that which works in the dark, although dangerous at times, will fail.  It will fail.  Humanity is strong in Love...much stronger then they know.

Now...about the Twin Flames....some of you out there will ,and are even at present, connecting or already connected with, your TF.  This is a powerful LOVE relationship coupled with intimacy that generates a wonderful vibration and has an effect on people who come into contact with you and your twin.  I love to send strong positive energetic waves out to the Twins of the world so that they can continue to do good work together.  But even if you are not in a TF relationship, you can still serve your fellow man in powerful ways.

If you are single, and looking for love....then I will be sending strong energetic vibrations for you to find at least a soulmate to pair with.  Loneliness is a dangerous place and everyone must do all they can to avoid it...fill up the empty spaces.  Try to remember the elderly who are lonesome and could use some company.  If you encounter older people somewhere, spend some time and chat with them.  Remember they have a lifetime of stories and in some cases, wisdom..to share.  Use it.  Ask for it.  You will benefit and so will they!  Life is about mutual benefits.  You give people an ear, and they give you insight.

I will wrap up today's Blog entry by reflecting on my chosen title:  Leave the Past Behind.  Whatever happened yesterday and last week is over now.  Keep being positive and believe in you, yourself, your vision, your hopes and your dreams.  But most importantly, ask yourself if what you did in the past HONORS your SPIRIT.  If it does...then persevere and deepen that.  If it doesn't, then you must ADJUST.

I love you all so dearly. 

Love Everyone, and BE Blessed!

AngelMarie